Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Coz you're amazing, just the way you are.


It's 5.26am in the morning and i'm still not asleep. ): Oh well, slept at 12pm yesterday's afternoon, woke up at 11.30pm earlier on. I guess that explains why i'm still wide awake now. But i've gotta head off for work at 3pm, i wonder if i can make, hmmm. Now to the reason why i'm posting. I'm supposed to wake BB up when the movie is downloaded and when i'm done blogging, hahaha.
BB, sorry for my attitude yesterday morning. I know it's my fault yesyesyes. I shouldn't have given you attitude no matter how fucked up i was. Buttttt BB, hope you understand that it really wasn't on purpose, i was just too tired and my mood is always like this whenever i'm lacking of sleep. And yes, i've got to admit that you've been really faithful and there really shouldn't be any reason why i should doubt you. Yes, even if you're gonna cheat on me one day, i know jealousy and suspicion is not going prevent it anyway. It will just create misery between us. In the meanwhile, we will be remain a happy couple. :D Okay, now for another problem that has been going on between us. That would be being truthful. Yes, you don't really have a problem with this, i do. I know i haven't been exactly truthful to you these few days. Don't get me wrong, truthful not faithful. I know that even when i make mistakes, i don't admit it. And i know that even when i've doubts, i don't talk about them openly. Instead, i would keep everything to myself and then rack up such a fuss after that. But there's a reason why i'm not being entirely truthful, it's because i'm scared that you would not approve of the things that i do. But i've learnt that we should share everything that goes on in our life, if not why should we be together right right? Yes, i get your point my dear. I know sometimes we don't agree on the same point of view but BB, i don't need your agreement, i just need you to understand why i feel this way or why do i have such a view towards things. We could then work things out. :) I know we both have our own interests and friends. I just hope that we will have that mutual respect towards each other's interests alright? I hope that no matter what comes along the way, all the mistakes i make along the way, you would forgive them. But yes BB i will learn from my mistakes and not repeat them again alright! Lastly, I'm grateful for having you in my life, grateful for being to hug every single time i go to bed, grateful for being able to love you. I love you!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

BB.

So Big-"So the whole world knows that my love for you is so BIG."
Insomnia-"Because i can't sleep till you're next to me."
Just the way you are-"Cos you're amazing just the way you are."

Thursday, August 12, 2010

STEP ONE:

Spell your name with songs.

R - Replay

E - Electropop

B - Baby

E - Eenie Meenie

C - California Girls

C - Can't Be Tamed

A - Airplanes

STEP TWO:

Name: Rebecca

Birth date: 19 May 1994

Nickname: Beckah

Eye Color: Black

Hair Color: Brown

Zodiac Sign: Taurus



STEP THREE:

– Your weaknesses: Plenty.

– Your fear(s): Losing my loved ones.

– Your perfect pizza: Hawaiian Pizza.

– Goal you’d like to achieve: Improve myself without having to sacrifice anything, haha.



STEP FOUR:

– Your best physical feature: None.

– Your bedtime? No specific timing?!?!

– Most missed memory? When i was a free girl.



STEP FIVE:

This Or That…

– Pepsi or Coke? Coke.

– McDonald’s or Burger King: Macdonald's.

– Adidas or Nike: Adidas.

– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea.
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
– Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.
STEP SIX:Do You…
– Smoke: yes.
– Curse: yes.
– Sing: no.
– Dance: no.
– Take a shower everyday: yes.
– Have a crush: yes.
– Do you think you’ve been in love? yes,
– Want to go to college: yes, but it's just dreaming.
– Like(d) high school: no.
– Want to get married: yes.
– Get motion sickness: yes.
.– Think you’re attractive: no.
– Think you’re a health freak: no.
– Get along with your parents: NEVER.

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month have you…
– Gone to the mall: yes,
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no,
– Eaten Sushi: yes,
– Been on stage: yes,
– Gone skating: no,
– Made homemade cookies: no,
– Gone Skinny dipping: no,
– Stolen anything: yes, eclispe, haha!

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: never.
– If so, was it mixed company:
– Flashed anyone: never.
– Been beaten up : yes.
– Shoplifted: yes.

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: 24/25
– Numbers of Children: 2
– Describe your Dream Wedding: I would like something unique.
– What country would you most like to visit? Rome.

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color? Brown.
– Best hair color?: Brown/Black.
– Short hair or long hair?: Not too short but not definately not long.
– Height:

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: 3.
– Number of CDs that I own: I don't know.
– Number of tattoos: 1
– Number of piercings: 15.

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? BB.
What woke you up this morning? My tummyache. ):
Where are you? Lan.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? I hope so.
What's so nice about school reopening?
Do you like anybody? I don't like anyone, i love that person.

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? Is school considered?
Passed out because of alcohol? Nope.
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? BB.
THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? Condo.
What do you want to be when you grow up? My dreams are shattered.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? FREE GIRL.
IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? No.
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? Can't remember.
Do you listen to music every day? Yes.
Do you still go trick or treating? Never done that before.
What was the last thing you ate? KFC.
Are you a fast typer? Kinda.
Whats your favorite type of soda? Mountain Dew.
Have you ever moved? Yes.
Have you ever won an award? Ages ago.
Are you listening to music right now? Yes.
How long ’till your birthday? One and a half years plusplus?
When were you the saddest in your whole life? LAST YEAR 31OCTOBER.
What time is it? 6.16AM
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? Nope.
Who makes you mad? MANY.
Have you ever heard a song written about you? Nope.
Something you want to happen in 2010? Be able to celebrate Christmas outside.
Summer 2010? Over.
Honestly, do you miss 2009? YESSSSSSSSSSSS.
HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your shirt? Black.
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? How fun is dota-.-
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Blogging.
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? Yes, i made BB wait for hours for kfc.
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? SJT.
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Yesssssss.
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? Not being able to do what i wanna do.
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? Yes.
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? No, only when i'm depressed.
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? YESSS.
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? VERY BIG.
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? Yes.
16. Honestly, are you in denial? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
17. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? Yeah.
18. Honestly, do you like anyone? YES.
19. Honestly, does anyone like you? YES.
ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re mad? Scream, Cry, & Scream even more.
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? Pour black sauce on the kitchen floor, throw jellybeans all over the house, spill the whole boil of noodles on the floor.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Yes.
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? ALWAYS.
CRYING SECTION
1. When was the last time you actually cried? Hours ago.
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yes.
3. Do certain songs make you cry? Yes.
4. What usually makes you cry? Thinking about my past.
HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? No.
2. What makes you the happiest? Hugging you to sleep every night.
3. Do you believe in yourself? I guess so.
4. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? Of course.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Apologies.

I don't know if i'm ever posting here again, or how long it would take for you to read this portion. Yeah, i can practically feel your burning anger or perhaps your disappointment in me. But there's plenty that you don't know, really. Gosh, i've got like nothing more to say.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Touch.

Serangoon garden last week.
BF,F?

& these pictures were taken long ago , when i went haiji lane with tzehui .


Girl , i never expected you to be like this .
Have not been able to make full use of my homeleave this week. Been visiting grandma at the hospital. She had a bad fall, but she's strong! 97yearsold and still counting. Love her determination! Heading down to many places tomorrow, heh. I wonder if i'm able to wake up in time, hmm. Alright, i'm super lazy to post. Can't find any interesting things to post about anyway. Monday to Friday: School then back to gh. Weekends: Homeleave then back to gh again. It's going to be my grading this month! Hope everything goes well, i really need those points. ): Been through two gradings already and it's still 133. Terrible! Oh well, this third grading also marks my 9th month in gracehaven. How times fly. Wished it could be october 2011 now & I'M FREE!
Haha, that's all. ^^

Sunday, June 27, 2010

No Other One ,




Long ago .
Okeh , back after two weeks . Didn't manage to go home for two weeks , know why ? CUZ MY PARENTS WENT JAPAN . 4 days of home leave just gone like that , cocksters . Went haiji lane with jocelyn yesterday , hohoho . Managed to get a dress , oh well . Then chompchomp for dinner with sheena , soowee and co . Cockles , HAHAHA .
Vegetarian buffet today , not bad . Never knew a chicken that's made of flour could taste so good .
Heading back soon , bye bye world . >:

Saturday, June 5, 2010

If it's love ,



All i ever wanted ,
all i ever wanted ,
was a simple way to get over you .
3 days MC , 5 days home leave .
But for the first time , i've gotta say , home leave sucks .