Can we see beyond the scars ?

This is a picture of how my computer screen looks like . I know its random , but its for a purpose . Its even in your favourite colour .

Okeh , now my post officially begins .

Wait , i'm lazy , so this is how it ends , bye bye .

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Leaving is a living pain .

Bugis yesterday with Lovely and Trisha ! Was supposed to go fishing @ east coast park but due to the weather and the homeleave timing , we couldn't make it . ): Its alright , i'm sure there we'll be able to go fishing one day soon kay ! :D I shall let the pictures do the talking , ain't really in a great mood these few days .

Losing you is like losing someone that has played an important role in my life for the past 2 years , practically , you were everything . But it's okay , i've been in this situation too many times to let it fully affect my life . Things that don't kill you , can only make you stronger , literally . vwjw , utc2 .

VANESAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW .

You were the one who edited these pictures & till now ,
i still hold on to every edit you wrote .
I DON'T GET IT , WHY DO YOU COMMENT ME , ONLY TO DELETE YOUR COMMENT !? VANESSA WEE , REALLY . ITS BEEN MONTHS , ITS DRIVING ME INSANE . HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED HOW I FEEL ? HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED , MAYBE , PERHAPS MAYBE , IF YOU DIDN'T LEAVE , THINGS WOULD STILL GO ON AS NORMAL EVEN AFTER THE Y SHIT ?! WHY , WHY HAVEN'T YOU SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME ? I DON'T GET , WAS I REALLY NOTHING TO YOU ? SO MUCH AS TO JUST DISAPPEAR INTO THIN AIR IS YOUR FORTE ? HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED HOW MUCH I MISS YOU , EVEN THOUGH I'M REALLY HURT AND ANGRY PLUS VERY UPSET THAT YOU LEFT JUST LIKE THAT ? I HONESTLY THOUGHT WE WOULD MAKE IT THROUGH EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING , CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH REALLY ALOT . YOU PROVED ME WRONG , REAL WRONG . Y IS , OR SHOULD I SAY WAS , SOMETHING TO ME . YOU MAY HAVE THOUGHT THAT I WAS ON HIS SIDE , BUT I WASN'T . I HAVE TO ADMIT , I WAS STUCK , REAL STUCK . BUT I THOUGHT YOU KNEW BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE THAT NO MATTER WHAT , YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE MY CHOICE . YES , PEOPLE DO MOVE ON , AND I DID , PARTIALLY . TIME HEAL ALL WOUNDS , THAT'S TRUE . BUT REALLY , I KNOW I WON'T EVER FORGET YOUR NAME . I'VE GOT SOMEONE THAT'S AS IMPORTANT AS YOU'RE TO ME , BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I WOULD FORGET YOU . I REALLY WONDER , WHY IS IT THAT YOU ALWAYS FORGET HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ?

Lying to myself , is probably the hardest thing .

Was supposed to watch Ju-On today but due to some unforseen circumstances , we didn't catch the movie . Its alright , there're always other times . :) Had a brilliant lunch at dhoby ! I forgot the shop's name . Anyway , it was great because of the unlimited supply of ICECREAM ! Yes , it's making me drool even at the thought of it . :) The food was great , ate to my heart's content . I bought a wallnut triple chocolate brownie for my parents , heehee . Alright , it's a really small piece but hey ! Its the thought that counts , isn't it . *winks ! Headed down to Serangoon's Js for a ktv session with Patricia , Della and Leiting . :) Huimin and Joey left for Hougang . Man , it was super . My first time singing and i thought it was rather alright . ( 'Cos no glass broke ! ) Finished , and i went home . Then went 304 for dinner with dad , thats it . A simple but joyful day , i guess . :)

I can't imagine i actually stopped one stop before my busstop , just hoping to have a glimpse of you .
I can't imagine that on my super slow walk home , i turned everywhere every 10 seconds to see if you were on your way home .
I can't imagine that on my way to dinner and @ dinner , i looked up every 3 mouthful to see if you would cross that very road in front of me .
I can't imagine that i dialled your number just to ask you the stupidest thing on earth .
I can't imagine that i keep telling myself that i don't give a damn about you .
Or do i ?

I want you ever so badly .

Yanting , Leiting , Tabitha , Tzehui , Clarissa , Huimin , Beckah .

AND I'LL MAKE YOU SCREAM MY NAME .