Few pictures out of the many .
DARYLTHJ IS MY BEST FRIEND , SO ?
I'M PROUD TO HAVE HIM AS MY BEST FRIEND ,
NO MATTER HOW MUCH SHIT HE HAS GOTTEN HIMSELF INTO .
:D
Monday, February 15, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Love is a hard habit to break ,
I'm backkkkk , :)
Suspended from school , what e hell . Things haven't been going very smoothly , but i've gotta take it all in my stride . I know i'll survive , i'll .
I hate family gatherings , and i'm having a reunion dinner with all relatives . Facing my mom and my dad was enough , now all of them are coming over . Absolutely hate it . Guess i'll be isolating myself this time round . Don't like those typical questions that they always ask . Faced one earlier on , took me so long before i could reply . Hate it , terribly .
Vanessa Wee ,
I still love you .
I had many words for you , but now i guess , it all boils down to this sentence . You were halfway gone , but now , you're gone . You were somehow my motivation , with you gone , i'm feeling this way . We've been through too much together , too much memories to just erase in time to come . There're such things that would remain forever . Our memories are one of the many , the uncountable .
b' inked your name .
Suspended from school , what e hell . Things haven't been going very smoothly , but i've gotta take it all in my stride . I know i'll survive , i'll .
I hate family gatherings , and i'm having a reunion dinner with all relatives . Facing my mom and my dad was enough , now all of them are coming over . Absolutely hate it . Guess i'll be isolating myself this time round . Don't like those typical questions that they always ask . Faced one earlier on , took me so long before i could reply . Hate it , terribly .
Vanessa Wee ,
I still love you .
I had many words for you , but now i guess , it all boils down to this sentence . You were halfway gone , but now , you're gone . You were somehow my motivation , with you gone , i'm feeling this way . We've been through too much together , too much memories to just erase in time to come . There're such things that would remain forever . Our memories are one of the many , the uncountable .
b' inked your name .
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Have you ever ,
Sometimes , its wrong to walk away .
Though you think its over , there's so much more to say .
Have you ever loved and lost somebody , wishing that there was a chance to say i'm sorry . Can't you see , thats the way i feel about you and me . Have you ever felt like your heart's breaking , looking down the road that we should've been taking . Now i finally realised , it was forever that i found . I'll give my all to change the way the world goes round .
Even though the moment's gone , i'm still holding on somehow .
Its been quite awhile since i last posted , won't be posting that often anymore too . Kay , gotta head back to gh soon , byesxz .
threeletterstothatthreeletters .
Saturday .
Omgosh , this computer sucks i swear . The internet's fine , but what's wrong with the freaking internet explorer , damn it . Homeleave till tomorrow , 6pm . Just came back from camp the day before , damn tired . Homework's all piled up , i don't like . ): Gotta rush them when i head back tomorrow . I certainly can wait for school . Oh well , guess this is all . Hope the net's gonna be fine soon . Tough luck , ]: .
Oh and Patricia , if you are ever reading this , please try and contact me soon yeah . Cos i can't find your number . Burbyesxz .
Though you think its over , there's so much more to say .
Have you ever loved and lost somebody , wishing that there was a chance to say i'm sorry . Can't you see , thats the way i feel about you and me . Have you ever felt like your heart's breaking , looking down the road that we should've been taking . Now i finally realised , it was forever that i found . I'll give my all to change the way the world goes round .
Even though the moment's gone , i'm still holding on somehow .
Its been quite awhile since i last posted , won't be posting that often anymore too . Kay , gotta head back to gh soon , byesxz .
threeletterstothatthreeletters .
Saturday .
Omgosh , this computer sucks i swear . The internet's fine , but what's wrong with the freaking internet explorer , damn it . Homeleave till tomorrow , 6pm . Just came back from camp the day before , damn tired . Homework's all piled up , i don't like . ): Gotta rush them when i head back tomorrow . I certainly can wait for school . Oh well , guess this is all . Hope the net's gonna be fine soon . Tough luck , ]: .
Oh and Patricia , if you are ever reading this , please try and contact me soon yeah . Cos i can't find your number . Burbyesxz .
Friday, January 1, 2010
yue ai yue nan guo .
Reading someone's blog , ew . I hate people who act as though they have known the other person for a real long time but fact is that , * only knows ** for perhaps 5 minutes . Kay , forget about the unhappy stuffs .
HAPPY NEW YEAR , :D .
The worse new year eve that i've ever been through . ): BECAUSE I'M STUCKED AT HOME WHILE EVERYONE IS OUT FOR THEIR COUNTDOWN . ONCE AGAIN , NO CURFEW
CALL . _l_
I still remember last new year , how i turned you down when you wanted to go countdown with me . Now this new year , i don't even know where are you . Listening to that song , its as though those words were meant for me , to replace your absence . But its gonna be different this time round , i ain't gonna stick around waiting like a fool . New year , new moves . Don't get me wrong , noone will ever be able to replace you , the memories you've planted in my head . But i guess i'm just giving myself a chance . Finally learnt what it means when people say " you don't have to be with the one you love . " But then again , what if you were all i ever wanted ?
Biggest joke of the day , Ray has a phd . ( Inside joke . ^^ )
Kay bunny , i still have to thank you no matter what . You made things so much easier so , thanks .
Goals for 2010 :
Study harder , ( at least try to . )
Lose weight . ( worth a try , i think . )
Be good , ( uhhhhhh ... )
forget it , lets skip this .
kayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , gonna go off now , burbyesxz .
eromynauoyevoltnodi .
HAPPY NEW YEAR , :D .
The worse new year eve that i've ever been through . ): BECAUSE I'M STUCKED AT HOME WHILE EVERYONE IS OUT FOR THEIR COUNTDOWN . ONCE AGAIN , NO CURFEW
CALL . _l_
I still remember last new year , how i turned you down when you wanted to go countdown with me . Now this new year , i don't even know where are you . Listening to that song , its as though those words were meant for me , to replace your absence . But its gonna be different this time round , i ain't gonna stick around waiting like a fool . New year , new moves . Don't get me wrong , noone will ever be able to replace you , the memories you've planted in my head . But i guess i'm just giving myself a chance . Finally learnt what it means when people say " you don't have to be with the one you love . " But then again , what if you were all i ever wanted ?
Biggest joke of the day , Ray has a phd . ( Inside joke . ^^ )
Kay bunny , i still have to thank you no matter what . You made things so much easier so , thanks .
Goals for 2010 :
Study harder , ( at least try to . )
Lose weight . ( worth a try , i think . )
Be good , ( uhhhhhh ... )
forget it , lets skip this .
kayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , gonna go off now , burbyesxz .
eromynauoyevoltnodi .
Friday, December 25, 2009
All i want for christmas , is you .
TODAY .
Woke up pretty early in the morning . Guess where i went ? Changi beach to cycle . Big shockers right , i know . Cycled for approximately 14km , could have died . Headed down to junction 8 , wanted to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 but it was packed . So bought tickets for plaza sing's screening of the movie instead . Freaking cute , good movie to catch . Saw a few gh residents , hahaha ! Went chomp chomp again , and home-d .
Praying hard that home leave would be extended , please please .
Friday morning .
Time check , 12.10 . So , merry Christmas everyone .
Well basically , I’m stuck at home waiting for a curfew call that’s never gonna come . So conclusion is , I’m waiting like an idiot . Everyone out there’s having their share of fun , but me ? Fuck , worst Christmas ever . There’s no internet too , so I’m typing it on Microsoft word before copying it over to blogger tomorrow . Damn this whole jolly wolly shit . I feel like crap , really crappy . :/ But hey . At least I made a huge improvement this time round , I’m not putting the blame on anyone . No wait , that’s a huge lie , I blame everyone . Nah , idon’tknowwwwww . Crap .
Kay , time for seriousness . Had a rather rough day this morning . But for the first time , it wasn’t because of my parents . No , now it’s all for another reason . Some mofo made me clear the garbage back before I was allowed to go home PLUS she invaded into my privacy by READING MY LETTER THAT WAS MEANT TO BE FOR A CERTAIN SOMEONE , FUCK HER . I totally forgot that I had my letter in my angbao . But then again , I don’t think I did anything wrong , it wasn’t against any rules in gh . Who said I wasn’t allowed to write letters to my friends ? Furthermore , it wasn’t for any resident in gh . SO WHY THE HELL DID SHE HAVE TO READ MY LETTER , MY PRECIOUS LETTER . Worse still , my dad was standing directly behind her , so he could see the contents of my letter . How embarrassing ! Maybe I should count myself lucky that she didn’t tear up my letter or something . Oh I forgot , she won’t . ‘COS she’s just a lil woof in front of anyone more superior than her . Sad . Wait , why am I even allowing her to fill up perhaps a quarter of my blog ? She doesn’t deserve this , no she doesn’t . Skip her , and lets move on …
As I was saying , I had a bad morning . But after that , the rest of the day went relatively well . Went home , got changed and headed down to ang mo kio for SUSHI ! ^^ . Ate then walked around hub . I wanted to get that leather jacket from code red . Oh , I’ve gotta remind myself to go back there to get that pair of heels . But decided that I would rather head down to haji lane and see if there were another other alternatives . So down we went , and true enough , things there were way better at a more reasonable price . That’s why I’m happy today , shop shop and more shopping . Too bad I didn’t get to see tq at his workplace though , was looking quite forward to see you after such a long time . Promise you there will be a next time , but do inform me of your working hours dey . Had chompchomp’s porridge for dinner , yumyum . Next item on my wishlist , my lactose shoes and seafood ! Hope it would be fulfilled before I’m going back to gh on the 26th . Having homeleave again on the 31st to the 2nd . Praying hard that homeleave will be extended . Pretty please , Uncle.R .
Now here is perhaps the most important part of the post , my letter . I’ve decided not to pass it to you , it’s embarrassing and I wouldn’t want to see your reaction directly infront of me . So it’s better that your face is behind the screen , yeah . Its to the guy with a million and one identities , but most importantly , the one whom I believed in .
Here goes : ( It’s edited . )
I’ve gotta write it , I don’t wanna keep it in me anymore . Be it that I’m gonna be embarrassed , I’ll still write down what I’ve gotta say . I still do wonder , was everything just a lie ? I still remember my first journey down to 527 , the very first time I saw you , the butterflies I had in my stomach , how awkward I felt . I still remember how we got together , the msn convos we had , the first impression you gave me , the only movie that we watched together but a movie that really showed a lot . But looking back , I feel as though I was nothing special to you , that’s the way you treat girls anyway . I thought you were special , no , I thought WE were special . But I guess that’s just how you wanna make girls feel , your ultimate aim . I thought that we were gonna be able to make through almost everything . Not a forever , but just something really … special that we’ve between us . I can’t say that you’re the first guy that I’ve ever truly loved , but I sure can say that you’re the first that I’ve ever remained faithful to . Not only faithful , but stupidly faithful . Like as though you were my idol or something , NOT idolizing please . The type where I could actually not talk to anyone whom you didn’t like me to , just for you . This may seem nothing to you , or that perhaps another girl did a million more things for you . But for me , it was something , a way that I showed how much I actually cared about us , about where we heading towards . Wait , the whole main purpose of this letter ( more like blog post ) isn’t to state how noble I was , but to actually tell you that I did love you , and I loved you a lot . So please stop saying that I hong-d you . You jolly well know I didn’t and that it was more of the opposite instead . Its not for my reputation’s sake if that’s what you’re thinking , but because my heart always feels kinda heavy when you say that . I still feel jealous , upset , whatever , when you hong others , I still get affected by the slightest things / comments that you make . ( HAMBURGER -.- ) Don’t ask me why , I don’t know why either . But one thing’s for sure , your impact on me is gonna last for a pretty long time . I still remember the time you came into my life and I thought that maybe this could be something . I know that you’ve your girl right now , and you seem pretty happy . Maybe this is finally the time where you would settle down ( which is honestly good , ‘cos I would really be happy for you ) but whatever it is , I just wanna let you know , I’m still here for you as a friend . ( I know you ain’t lacking of it , especially girl-friends -.- But whatever . ) I’m not expecting anything , really . Nevermind , I just wanna say , I’m not gonna let everything that I believe in just slip away like this . I’m still awaiting for our next badminton game together . I decided that it won’t be ‘the next badminton that never came’ but ‘I’m looking forward to it.’ We’ve been walking in different directions for quite some time now and I know that I can’t pretend anymore . I may be nothing to you , but that’s not gonna change the way you’re to me . I’m quite happy that you kept my letter . Be it that you kept all the letters that other girls gave you , or that you went home to take my letter to put it in your wallet when you heard that I was coming down so as to be able to hong me BUT WHATEVER IT IS , I’m just happy that it’s there . I acted like I didn’t care , I even tore it up , ( I’m really sorry ! ) but I do care . Lastly , islamy .
Time check again , 1 am . STILL NO CURFEW CALL , what the hell . If I find out that they mark me as breaking the curfew call , I swear I’ll kill them . Because they didn’t even call , fuck . Waste my fucking time , damn it . Gonna print some pictures now , so goodbye . (:
Woke up pretty early in the morning . Guess where i went ? Changi beach to cycle . Big shockers right , i know . Cycled for approximately 14km , could have died . Headed down to junction 8 , wanted to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 but it was packed . So bought tickets for plaza sing's screening of the movie instead . Freaking cute , good movie to catch . Saw a few gh residents , hahaha ! Went chomp chomp again , and home-d .
Praying hard that home leave would be extended , please please .
Friday morning .
Time check , 12.10 . So , merry Christmas everyone .
Well basically , I’m stuck at home waiting for a curfew call that’s never gonna come . So conclusion is , I’m waiting like an idiot . Everyone out there’s having their share of fun , but me ? Fuck , worst Christmas ever . There’s no internet too , so I’m typing it on Microsoft word before copying it over to blogger tomorrow . Damn this whole jolly wolly shit . I feel like crap , really crappy . :/ But hey . At least I made a huge improvement this time round , I’m not putting the blame on anyone . No wait , that’s a huge lie , I blame everyone . Nah , idon’tknowwwwww . Crap .
Kay , time for seriousness . Had a rather rough day this morning . But for the first time , it wasn’t because of my parents . No , now it’s all for another reason . Some mofo made me clear the garbage back before I was allowed to go home PLUS she invaded into my privacy by READING MY LETTER THAT WAS MEANT TO BE FOR A CERTAIN SOMEONE , FUCK HER . I totally forgot that I had my letter in my angbao . But then again , I don’t think I did anything wrong , it wasn’t against any rules in gh . Who said I wasn’t allowed to write letters to my friends ? Furthermore , it wasn’t for any resident in gh . SO WHY THE HELL DID SHE HAVE TO READ MY LETTER , MY PRECIOUS LETTER . Worse still , my dad was standing directly behind her , so he could see the contents of my letter . How embarrassing ! Maybe I should count myself lucky that she didn’t tear up my letter or something . Oh I forgot , she won’t . ‘COS she’s just a lil woof in front of anyone more superior than her . Sad . Wait , why am I even allowing her to fill up perhaps a quarter of my blog ? She doesn’t deserve this , no she doesn’t . Skip her , and lets move on …
As I was saying , I had a bad morning . But after that , the rest of the day went relatively well . Went home , got changed and headed down to ang mo kio for SUSHI ! ^^ . Ate then walked around hub . I wanted to get that leather jacket from code red . Oh , I’ve gotta remind myself to go back there to get that pair of heels . But decided that I would rather head down to haji lane and see if there were another other alternatives . So down we went , and true enough , things there were way better at a more reasonable price . That’s why I’m happy today , shop shop and more shopping . Too bad I didn’t get to see tq at his workplace though , was looking quite forward to see you after such a long time . Promise you there will be a next time , but do inform me of your working hours dey . Had chompchomp’s porridge for dinner , yumyum . Next item on my wishlist , my lactose shoes and seafood ! Hope it would be fulfilled before I’m going back to gh on the 26th . Having homeleave again on the 31st to the 2nd . Praying hard that homeleave will be extended . Pretty please , Uncle.R .
Now here is perhaps the most important part of the post , my letter . I’ve decided not to pass it to you , it’s embarrassing and I wouldn’t want to see your reaction directly infront of me . So it’s better that your face is behind the screen , yeah . Its to the guy with a million and one identities , but most importantly , the one whom I believed in .
Here goes : ( It’s edited . )
I’ve gotta write it , I don’t wanna keep it in me anymore . Be it that I’m gonna be embarrassed , I’ll still write down what I’ve gotta say . I still do wonder , was everything just a lie ? I still remember my first journey down to 527 , the very first time I saw you , the butterflies I had in my stomach , how awkward I felt . I still remember how we got together , the msn convos we had , the first impression you gave me , the only movie that we watched together but a movie that really showed a lot . But looking back , I feel as though I was nothing special to you , that’s the way you treat girls anyway . I thought you were special , no , I thought WE were special . But I guess that’s just how you wanna make girls feel , your ultimate aim . I thought that we were gonna be able to make through almost everything . Not a forever , but just something really … special that we’ve between us . I can’t say that you’re the first guy that I’ve ever truly loved , but I sure can say that you’re the first that I’ve ever remained faithful to . Not only faithful , but stupidly faithful . Like as though you were my idol or something , NOT idolizing please . The type where I could actually not talk to anyone whom you didn’t like me to , just for you . This may seem nothing to you , or that perhaps another girl did a million more things for you . But for me , it was something , a way that I showed how much I actually cared about us , about where we heading towards . Wait , the whole main purpose of this letter ( more like blog post ) isn’t to state how noble I was , but to actually tell you that I did love you , and I loved you a lot . So please stop saying that I hong-d you . You jolly well know I didn’t and that it was more of the opposite instead . Its not for my reputation’s sake if that’s what you’re thinking , but because my heart always feels kinda heavy when you say that . I still feel jealous , upset , whatever , when you hong others , I still get affected by the slightest things / comments that you make . ( HAMBURGER -.- ) Don’t ask me why , I don’t know why either . But one thing’s for sure , your impact on me is gonna last for a pretty long time . I still remember the time you came into my life and I thought that maybe this could be something . I know that you’ve your girl right now , and you seem pretty happy . Maybe this is finally the time where you would settle down ( which is honestly good , ‘cos I would really be happy for you ) but whatever it is , I just wanna let you know , I’m still here for you as a friend . ( I know you ain’t lacking of it , especially girl-friends -.- But whatever . ) I’m not expecting anything , really . Nevermind , I just wanna say , I’m not gonna let everything that I believe in just slip away like this . I’m still awaiting for our next badminton game together . I decided that it won’t be ‘the next badminton that never came’ but ‘I’m looking forward to it.’ We’ve been walking in different directions for quite some time now and I know that I can’t pretend anymore . I may be nothing to you , but that’s not gonna change the way you’re to me . I’m quite happy that you kept my letter . Be it that you kept all the letters that other girls gave you , or that you went home to take my letter to put it in your wallet when you heard that I was coming down so as to be able to hong me BUT WHATEVER IT IS , I’m just happy that it’s there . I acted like I didn’t care , I even tore it up , ( I’m really sorry ! ) but I do care . Lastly , islamy .
Time check again , 1 am . STILL NO CURFEW CALL , what the hell . If I find out that they mark me as breaking the curfew call , I swear I’ll kill them . Because they didn’t even call , fuck . Waste my fucking time , damn it . Gonna print some pictures now , so goodbye . (:
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
She's nothing like the girl you've seen before .
They said blogging would kill me , i thought otherwise . I don't care if all are frantically finding me right now , i don't care what the future holds for me . I don't care if all says this is wrong , i don't care if it's really wrong . I don't care what's going to happen tomorrow or the next , i don't care if i'm ruining my future right now . I don't care if this ruins everything , i don't care if this destroys me . I don't care about the decision i make , i don't care if it kills my future . I don't care how you think , i don't care how they think . I don't care if i'm gonna suffer , i don't care if its gonna be a tough road ahead .
Actually , i do care .
And i care plenty much .
Friday, December 11, 2009
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